Hello love im finally awake

Evasive- you've become
at the once when i almost
felt like i belonged

this vicious cycle is
wearing me down to my brittle bones
dissapearing acts and empty messages
left on the telephone

i'd tear the sky apart
i'd break these city lights
and send them off in shards
just so you could think
you were seeing shooting stars

Reason

I guess the fascination died

It's all sleep and pretty

dreams dont contain dissapointment
but here in reality
the weariness falls out of envelopes
that hang from cielings which revolve
and fall and im so dizzy
from following your photograph around
all day you're never going to stop
for me

so i guess what im trying to say is id rather be alone.

Everything is kept secret

Spoken in riddles and rhymes
what unorthodox times
and i hate that its all so hidden
leaving me to assume the worst

i always assume the worst
why has it come to this?

you're driving me crazy already

this is why i dont let them in
cos they just stick to my brain
drawing sketches of the future
just high hopes
just castles in the air

To Date

Easter- egg hunts and taking photos with Pheobe was amazing
Currawong- dancing in fields with Circle Of Life Crew was amazing
Today- playing songs with Yutaro was amazing
Tonight- sleepout at Emily's is amazing
Wednesday- Art Gallery will be amazing
Friday- My gig will be amazing
And for the first time im not even being sarcastic

im that happy

there are way better things

All your breaking of my heart
it doesn't work anymore
you keep trying to throw me away
but im not yours anymore
i thought id be hurt and torn apart right now
but shocked as i am
my eyes wont cry

Quick Note

invisibleness is worse than rejection

Wolf Girl

I bet you didn't know i had it in me
Well. Neither did i.

no more real

The actors forget to
take off their masks
and the world forgets
to care



BE DIFFERENT
BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
DRESS TO IMPRESS
OR DONT EVEN DRESS AT ALL

Nothing is Sacred Anymore

the young are misunderstood, we are
misrepresented so we never suprise them
we just keep to our old ways but what if
what if we replaced
disguise for the truth

what if we never knew
what a needle could do?






while you block out the world
with your ductape you best friend
cries herself to sleep

I don't know

beginning to curl up into myself
and shut you all out
every voice becomes a distant cry
and i tend to dissapear
when i cant deal


oh id like to dissapear
id like to